Question....?

So... I have had a wonderful weekend with Katie Duffin and Shanci Slaughter. We has so much fun at the pool, spending the night at Katie's, and doing lots of activities. I had a blast. It was so much fun and I really enjoyed the company of these girls. But the result of this is the one question that I have that I NEED answered....

Why am I put in a ward (and I LOVE 1st ward. I would not change being there for the world..... all the amazing adults and people who help me get through hard times. It's one of the only wards that will do it's part for the stake and more) where I feel so alone? I DO NOT like the youth. I mean most of them are nice, I will give them that, but they NEVER, and I mean none of them in the Beehive program, go out of their way to make sure that I am ok... that I feel good in the ward. This really is a problem for me. It becomes an issue when you know longer feel welcome in the youth programs and activities at church. Also no one asks me to babysit or to come over. I really enjoy babysitting and I know, and this is not gloating, that I am wonderful with children. They are some of the only people that you can completly trust and I know that I love them.

So can you please responde to this... telling my WHY this is the way it is. I know that God wants me to face challenges but I HAVE prayed about it... numerous times. I have gone out of my way to call girls in the ward to hang out or I talk to them at church but they find a way to not talk to me... I need to kow why!

KATIE

Wow!!!

So, so far summer has been laying around the house ALL day. Which is totally fine with me. I am glad tht today I am actually going to get out of the house. Katie Duffin and possibly Shanci are going to go to the City Pool with me and I'm excited. My first time this year!!


Sorry there is not much to post about :) Please reply and talk to me!!

Things I love

Ok so I am sitting here at this computer.... trying to motivate myself to read. I love reading. There is nothing better to do in Summer than sit down with a good book and lose yourself in it. But for some odd reason... I can't motivate myself to do this? Why can't I? It's much better than sitting at this suffy old computer desk and visiting the same site again, and again, and again with nothing new. So I though... that since I am not motivated to read at this moment I would try to do something on this blog. Now I know... no one replys to my blog but I would like all of you to try to reply. What I am going to do it write down my favorite things that I love to do. Now here is what I would like you to do for me when replying to the post.

• list the 3 favorite things that are on the list that you love to do
• list your least favorite 2 items of things on the list
• give me two things that you like that aren't on the list

Sounds easy right? Well than why don't you give it a try for my sanity... and even if you don't know it, your sanity. I know you are just dying to do something, even if you feel interested in something else. Here are my favorite things:

1. I love reading. This has to be at the top if my list. Who doesn't love to curl up with a great book and lose yourself in the pages? I love mysteries the best. There is always something new to them and it's not the same love story again and again just by a different author.
2. I love dogs. All kinds. They just make me so happy to see thier smiling faces and when they lick you... it makes you melt. I love curling up with my dog in my bed at night when I go to sleep.
3. I love cell phones. This is probably my favorite new advances technology. I love being able to carry a phone with you whereever you go and know that if something happens you can just call someone. And texting... I won't get started with that!
4. I love clothes. There are so many stores that I like. I love expressing myself through the many clothes that I have. This also includes shopping. I love looking at the different outfits and trying them on to see how they look.
5. I love blogs. Ok I had to add this. When I am sitting at the computer because I am not motivated to do something else I love just typing on my blog. I love looking back and seeing all the wacky things that I love done.
6. I love my family. I know they annoy me some much but I would be lost without them. They are my rocks... they help me through everything.
7. I love music. Any music... rock, pop, classic, country, oldies, anything except rap. I hate rap. It's so awesome because there is a song for just about anything you are feeling and the story behind that feeling. Like a guy who is a friend and likes someone else? Try "Teardrops on my Guitar" by Taylor Swift. Feel sad that you can't see someone who is in heaven? Try "Someone's Watching Over Me" by Hilary Duff. Feel like everything is hard? You constantly are fighting- that you always make mistakes. Try "Battle" by Colbie Colliat.
8. I love writing. It's the best way to express yourself. And what better thing to love than writing when I want to be a journalist when I grow up? And not about who you should go out with... does he like you?... no not that. World issues like war, presidents, ecomony, and recent happening.
9. I love the trombone. Just absoluty love it. That's all I love to say about that.
10. I love fish crackers. There is always a bin filled with them sitting next to the computer and I eat them none stop when I am on. I am addicted. It's not my favorite food but it's what I what I eat the most.
11. I love scrapbooking. I have not done it in a while but I love it. We have rooms full with scrapbooking stuff. My mom even has a scrapbooking room! It's so much fun to see what you can create out of nothing.

Now I am just going to list somethings that I love... not write about them. Those things are: Food, computer, library, surfing, the beach, california, girls camp, church, mutual, paper and pens, teen stuff, tv, cold case, gilmore girls, babies, baby sitting, apple store, bath and bosy works, bady spray, headbands, friends, magazines, soda, and T&M pizza.

There are so many more things that I love but if I put them you probably wouldn't be able to come up with some of your own. So please.... reply! Sorry if this was too long.

Marisa and I

These are two of my favorite pictures of Marisa and I on our fun weekend. Just like I promised here they are. I look pregnant in the first one.... I even have ny hand on my stomach. :)

Summer has arrived!

Summer has arrived and right on time. I am both sad and happy that this school year has come to an end. I had a great year thanks to many people who made it special!

Well it was officially my first "weekend" of the summer and I got to spend it with my wonderful friend Marisa LeBret!! We had a wonderful time and did many fun things. Can you believe that she has never seen Forrest Gump?! Niether can I. We watched that... and she loved it. We stayed up til about 3 in the morning!!!

Today we went the movies with Ben, Marcus, and Jacob. There were some hilarious things that happened and I will love to share them with you another time. At this moment I am about to get ready to go to Royce Bruno's wedding reception. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT HE GOT MARRIED! I will also post pictures.

Pictures of Me

relation ship between me and my mom


You two are practically twins.
You and your mom are so much alike. If it weren't for the age difference, you'd seem more like siblings than mother and child. Your relationship probably involves lots of sharing -- whether it's family secrets, relationship advice, or a big bowl of popcorn during a movie you both love. You trust your mom to help you make decisions, because you know she understands where you're coming from. You and your mom have tons in common, but sometimes all those similarities start to get on your nerves. Wouldn't it be nice to have a mom who didn't borrow your stuff without asking? Yup, and she probably feels exactly the same way about you! Share this quiz with your friends... or your mom!

So Proud!!!

I MADE MY LAYOUT!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! Leave comments on it. If you want me to make you one... I will. Just reply with the colors and I will.

Wow! Things go by soooo fast!

This have been going by so fast for me lately. This week has zoomed by- me being left with little memory of the things that occured. Yes, I know it sounds silly! Life that goes by fast?! No way! But it's true. This week has been the best of times and the worst of times. My favorite part was probably this weekend. We went to see Iron Man in school and that was a "delight." Kennedy spent the night and that was a "joy." We had GALS and watched a movie abouy boys and that was "fantastic." And we went to a play that was "hilarious."

School is almost out which is both a relief and a disappointment. I am not going to be in Casa Grande that much this Summer and I am going to miss seeing all of my friends. But I am excited for the annual going to California and going to Girl's Camp. Sister Golding and Sister Mitchell are going and we are going to have a blast!!!!


Thoughts??

I've Learned This Week

I've learned this week not to trust trust anyone with your whole heart. It will be broken. Friends WILL come and go- most don't stay forever. Don't make the stupic mistake that I did thinking that when they say that they will never put a guy before you or that you are their best friend that its true. It's not no matter what they say. You are just going to get hurt... don't get in too deep. Never give your whole heart to someone... it will be broken.