WOW!

Long time no see blog! :) I've missed you, and it's ALL my fault.

Well, school is back in session. Not too happy about that. Well, it's been okay and the new High School is super nice, but they don't have SODA! How lame!

I just turned 15! I am SO excited. I can't wait until next year when I can drive, that is going to be scary and fantastic. :)

I am going to post more when I don't have to eat soon ahha.

UPDATE!! :)

Well, school has been out for almost a month now!!

Promotion was wonderful. I got the most gorgeous pink dress... I really like it. It went by fast but it was nice. I can't believe I am out of middle school and onto High School!!

I got the opportunity to go to Utah with Kennedy for 3 weeks. My favorite thing that we did was go to Lagoon, an amusement park there in Utah. It was so cool, I just didn't do on any upside down rides. I also got to go to the Open House for the Oquirrah (or something like that) temple. I am so glad that we got to do that, the temple is just a gorgeous place.

Last week I got back from GIRLS CAMP! I couldn't believe it was that time of year again. It rained and hailed and our tent got soaking wet!! The program this year was beautiful though. It was a modern day version of the ten virgins and I got to be one. I really felt the spirit of how easy it is to fall away from the church....

This Sunday I got to talk about camp in church. I am going to post my talk later. PROMISE!!

Yes, I know!

It has been a long time since I have posted. I missed my blog. I get on almost all the time but I never really decide to post. 

Well, school is over next week!! I am sooooooooooo excited. I got the most gorgeous promotion dress. The day after that I am going to Utah for two and a half weeks! Talk about a long trip... ;]. I am going really miss my family but I think it will me a great opportunity. The day we get back I am odd to Girls Camp. 

I AM GOING TO POST PICTURES FROM PROMOTION!

Depressed

Well... I have not had a good week. I guess I have just been feeling like everything is my fault... like no one appreciates me. No one notices me. I don't know what is up but that is how I feel. It seems that every problem at home can somehow lead back to me... like I am the one who did it. My brother's outbursts, mom's not sleeping, my dad's bad day. I don't know what I can do to change it. Everyone tells me to have a postive outlook at it and ignore it but I can't... I just don't know what to do anymore.

I am so glad that AIMS is FINALLY over. That means only about a month left of school. I am so happy that I could just yell for joy right now. I hope that the more I think about this maybe it will help my week or something.

Well I would love you hear from you! How have you been?

AIMS... Short Post!

Well, AIMS is almost over! It was actually pretty easy... the part that I am concerned about is Science... it doesn't make ANY sense.

Life is jsut moving slow for now.

Update Anyone?

Things have been so BUSY! Well, we took a trip to Flagstaff and we hauled Kennedy with us.... :). I really had alot of fun. We ate, read, went to a movie, and lots of other things. It was nice just to get away for a bit... but be in Casa Grande. 

On Friday I went to California for the one day to get an update on my back. The good news is that it did not get any worse! I know that I have to start wearing my brace and I am going to really try. :) My new doctor is Mormon which helps me alot... I don't know why, I guess it just feels that we won't judge me. 

Well I am going to have to post pictures from Flagstaff. Nag me about it!

HEY!

Ok... so I have neglected my blog for a long time. I have just had to much going on! We changed wards and I am in 7th... I am going to miss all my first ward friends, I want you back! :) But I am looking forward to making new friends and getting to know new people! 

So this month was my grandpa's funeral. I was really sad to loose him but I know he is in a better place. I like the saying that for every people missing them on this side there is ten people waiting for him on the other. I know that that is true. I am going to miss seeing him but I am glad to know that he is happy and that I am going to get to see him again. 

This week is Spring Break! I am so excited. We are going to go to Flagstaff for a couple of days so I am happy about that. I am just glad that I don't have to go to school... that is the best part. We only have one more quarter let of school and then it is summer! Can you believe it!? I know that I can't but I am so happy! 

I Am...

So this is just a fun little game. I would love to see comments! 

I am... 14! 

I think... that life is amazing! 

I want... a million dollars!

I have... a great family that I love! 

I miss... my grandma! 

I fear... of how I am going to die. 

I hear... very well. 

I crave... T&M Pizza most of the time. 

I cry... sometimes. 

I regret... so many things. 

I search... for answers. 

I wonder... about the mysteries of life. 

I wish... that I will find I great guy. 

I love... family and friends. 

I care... about my life. 

I always... want T&M! 

I worry... about so many things. 

I am not... a loser. 

I forget... what I don't remember. 

I remember... what I want to remember. 

I believe... in Christ. 

I sing... amazing songs. 

I don't always... do what I am told. 

I argue... with William all the time. 

I write... about my feelings. 

I lose... small things. 

I listen... to my heart. 

I can usually be found... on the computer. 

I need... a computer. 

Longest Week EVER!!

I have had SO MUCH TO DO! This week has gone by slow and long. I went to my brothers football game, went to a 5 hour softball tournament, an all day honor band thing, jazz band, and i've been sick. Many of these things were enjoyable but let's just say, I AM GLAD THE WEEK IS OVER! I will talk more about the events later.

No Titled Post

I don't really have a title for this post. I'm just saying GO CARDINALS!  

Cute guys

I have decided to write a list of all the cute celebrity guys(: 

1. David Archuleta

2. Ben Affleck

3. Dane Cook

4. Joe Jonas

5. Emmett Cullen

6. Jacob Black

7. Zac Efron

8. Danny Pino

9. David Cook

.......Going to add more!!.....

It's Over!

This long week is OVER! Can't say I am sorry about that. It's been so long. The highlights of the week are my cousin got out of the hospital and my grandpa went into the hospital. I really hope that my grandpa is going to be ok. We think he is going to be there a long time.

Well, tomorrow is Obama's Inaugeration. I'm really sad about that but I guess I am going to have to support him until he does something stupid (which he will.) I really hope that I am wrong and he does better than what alot of people are expecting. I will be suprised if he does but I can hope.

Tomorrow is school and I am NOT happy about that.

....

I'm very sick. And tired. And worn out.

I have had so much going on the last few days. My application, the spelling bee, two projects for Mr. Weber, and I have been sick. I don't know how much more I can take. I am worn out.

I got 4th place in the spelling bee. That means that I am going to be going to distict. I was really sick the day that that spelling bee went on so I was suprised I got that far. I had a pounding headache and couldn't thing.

Well, I am grateful to have so many friends! I love you guys that thanks for always being there for me.

These last few days...

Have not been the best. I haven't felt good and I haven't really done anything. I just want to stay home all day and watch TV which I know isn't good or me. That's all I have to say. 

Happy New Year!

This year has passed so fast it was like it was barely here. I just barely get use to the fact that it's 2008 not 2007 and now its 2009! It just amazes me how much time can go by in a minute.

This year was pretty decent. So many hard challenges came through to me this year and sometimes I didn't know how I was going to deal with things. But with Friends, Family, and the Lord I always made it through. I really appreciate everyone who even helped me once this year. You make me that much more sane.

I am excited for this coming years. I haven't really een thought about it until now but I am going to write my resoulutions: (that I came up with just now)

-Wear my back brace. I think this is going to be the hardest.
-Read all of the D&C
-Try not to be judgemental
-Understand more about William
-Be a way better friend
-Take care of Leo, my dog

Those are my main goals that I can think of right now. I am so excited to get started!!!


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My Christmas

Maybe I should start off by saying that for Christmas week I spent alot of it in the hospital with my cousin who is 25 and has a brain tumor. He had to have brain surgery only a few days before Christmas and was not able to be home.

Needless to say, this was NOT my favorite Christmas. But I have to say that it was the most spiritual one and that makes it the one that so far in my life is the most treasured. I would like to say what I got:

• camera
• ipod
• 5 books
• 4 movies
• necklaces
• memory card
• clothes
• gift cards
• cd's
• and some other things

I would like to say to everyone that got me something that I really appreciate it. I LOVE LOVE LOVE everything that I recieved. Thanks for being my friends.