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It's the most wonderful time of the yyyyeeeeaaaarrrr! 

I love Christmas. Everything about it! The whole idea of Christmas. Tomorrow is Christmas and it's all that I can think about. It's a time to be grateful. I love giving Christmas presents and getting them. It's a fabulous holiday filled with cheer and holiday spirit. 

Well, this Christmas, I get to spend most of it in a hospital. My cousin who is 25 was found with a brain tumor. We believe now that he is going to be alright. It's been a hard few weeks. He is going to have to live with it for a long time. It makes me remember spending long weeks before Christmas with my Grandma before she passed away. It seems the illness always seems to find me around this time of year. It makes me appreciate life all the much more. 

I am so glad for that Jesus did for us on the cross. I love celebrating his birth. The most amazing person ever to come to this earth was born in a stable, a barn. It puts perspective on how life was even back then. We live in a selfish world and Christmas is a time to put it all behind us and move on from that year. It's a wonderful feeling. 

So I would like to take this time to tell all of you how much I love you. You guys help me in my time of need. I don't know what I would do without my friends and family. I have certain friends that can help me with anything. I know that I always have someone to turn you. I will love you guys forever even if we grow apart. So please, have a great Christmas! 

Blocked Blog No Longer!

My blog is no longer blocked. I decided that I was tired of constantly adding the new emails so I just unblocked it. I hope that you will let people that I know know because some won't know about the change. 

Well, today was the Christmas Party that I was going sing at. Of course I don't think that I did a good job because no one who sings does. But many people said that I did excellent so I guess that I am going to have to trust them for now. (: I enjoyed the experience even if I was too nervous to look at the crowd. Not once did I make any eye contact and as usual I fiddled with my hair. It was a nerve racking experience but I went out of my shell and did something I didn't think I would do! 

Well start singing the twelve days of christmas because the holiday is that close! Can you believe it? I know that it is shocking to me. It just seems like yesterday was Christmas last year! Wow, the time flies. 

So long

It's been so long since my last post! I have been so busy. I have been very sick with what we just found out was tonsilitis or however you spell it. I have had it for about 3 weeks and let me tell you it has NOT been fun! Tomorrow I am going to sing in the 3rd wards christmas party and I am very excited for that but I am nervous about how my voice is going to sound with my sickness. Luckily I am getting better. 

I am so happy that Christmas is around the corner. I love the smell of the season, the lights, the music, and yes, the presents. My family is going to be going to California for the holidays and I am very excited to get to see all of my family up there. We normally spend the christmas season with them. I am though going to miss having leo there but we are going to leave him with a couple in our ward. Hopefully he is a good dog and they will have him again! 

This coming week is also my choir concert. I forgot to post about my recent band concert. It was very successful. I helped out backstage and stayed after school until the concert to help out the teacher. I think it was one of our best. I am sad that the next band concert I am going to have is probably going to be my last one ever for I am not going to continue on in band. It's been a hard decision but I feel that that is what I need to do. I hope that you leave comments!